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7 Comments Published by camilo mirosevic on 11.8.06 at 11:19 p.m..

Dear Catherine,

I m sorry I haven t talked to you in so long. I feel I ve been lost. No bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things. A little crazy I guess.

I ve never been lost before. You were my true North. I could always steer for home, when you were my home. Forgive me for when you left, I still think some mistakes been made and I m waiting for God to take it back.

But, I m doing better now, the work helps me. Most of all you help me. You came into my dream last night. With that smile of yours that always held me like a lover, rocked me like a child. All I remember from the dream is a feeling of peace. I woke with that feeling and tried to keep it alive as long as I could.

I m writing to tell you I am on a journey toward that peace and to tell you I am sorry about so many things.

I m sorry I didn t take better care of you, so that you would never had spent one minute being cold, being scared or being sick.

I m sorry I never fixed the screen dock. I fixed it now.

I m sorry I ever fought with you.

I m sorry I didn t apologize more. I was too proud.

I m sorry I didn t bring you more compliments on everything you wore and the way you fixed your hair.

I m sorry I didn t hold onto you with so much strength that even God couldn t pull you away.

All my love,
G